而最古老 最强烈的恐惧 是对未知的恐惧
Um, whoever's watching, I just wanted to say,
if you are at the camp and we're not back yet,
that I just wanted to say don't worry.
Uh, the ascension is something we've all been looking forward to
and we couldn't be happier,
so our round-trip from this place and back
is really something to celebrate.
eat and drink and make yourself comfortable,
and we look forward to seeing you when we return.
You seriously spent $20 on that
and didn't get the car battery?
You said they did it already.
- 我没说过 没有 - 你说过
- Nope. No. - Yeah. Yeah.
No. I said that right before we left,
但那个时候 是因为有人告诉我 他们全部都要自杀
I was told that they were all were gonna kill themselves.
And that's why we left the cult.
She didn't say anything about killing themselves.
It's a UFO death cult.
It's what they do.
They just call it something different.
I rescued us from a cult.
I saved you from mass suicide.
The, uh, owner still gone?
Yep. But be fast.
You want, um, pork or shrimp?
Uh, neither. I'm good.
- 你不吃午饭吗？- 不吃
- You're not eating lunch? - Nope.
Gotta save the money you spent on antique video equipment
and not the car battery.
Oh, tattoos, those were an investment.
You know they used to feed us real food.
You know, vegetables and fish that's not powder.
I'd rather be alive and eat raman
than be dead and eat... corn.
I know they were going to do it, now they clearly are,
so I was, like, ten years off.
They didn't say anything about killing themselves.
They said... Move your head.
They said they were going somewhere,
and we don't know how long or where they were going...
- 很好啊 - 怎么就好了？
- Good. - How's that good?
If we were back at the camp, we'd have, like,
good food and support, and we wouldn't be
one dirty house away from being homeless.
I need the car.
I've got deprogramming in, like, half an hour. Ow.
I don't want to go to deprogramming anymore.
Are you gonna be the one to get another job
if we don't qualify for aid?
And stop leaving the dome light on in the car.
You're making the car battery even worse if that's possible.
It was mostly a joke.
he's not happy.
I heard him crying the other night, again.
the cult sent us a good-bye video.
Whoa. What was that like?
I mean, I was relieved, at first,
because... they're not dead.
And then I felt bad.
Because now Aaron thinks I pulled him out
all those years ago for no reason.
All of his memories of the cult
are as a kid or a teenager or whatever.
So all those memories are good,
and he sees our lives here as horrible.
But, to me,
the thing that makes our lives here better
is thinking for ourselves.
And I don't know why we haven't been able
to make a living or make friends...
Recovery from cult mind control is a lifelong process,
and if he resents you for pulling him out,
Whether he resents me or he doesn't,
但只要一想到 要无时无刻担心他的安全 照顾他
feeling responsible for his well-being 24/7
They're gonna take the car.
The credit card was a bad idea.
I'll figure it out.
I wanna go back.
Have fun with that.
No, I'm serious.
I'm going, just... for a visit.
You have a horrible memory.
That place is not what you think it is.
- 我知道 - 知道就好 那就别回去啊
- I know. - Great. Let's not go.
Why do you wanna go back?
We can say good-bye.
Get some closure.
They were our family.
One day. One night.
We come straight back.
Will that make you feel better?
Because if that'll get you out of this slump,
we can go back.
I mean, he's trying.
He's trying lots of things, but...
this one time, by some miracle,
we met these girls at the park,
and he takes 'em to this cheap Mexican food place,
down by the apartment.
And, out of, like...
out of, like, nervousness or something,
he's like, "I'm an ex-UFO death cult member."
And she's like, "Okay, I have to go to the bathroom."
And she obviously never comes back.
And her friend never returned my calls.
But that's him, though, you know?
He's trying to do the right thing.
He really is.
But it has to be his way...
which never works.