And then the door closed,
And then he died.
You have to say it.
You gotta finally say it, Steve.
- That's the problem. - I know.
The door closed and then I...
I-- I, uh--
I can't say what happened.
It's still too soon. Why don't you come to bed?
不 莉 我
No, Leigh, I mean, I--
I can't say what happened after the door closed.
I don't remember.
I mean, how I got out of the house.
I-- I don't remember coming back to California.
I don't remember us...
Or finding out you were pregnant.
Well, of course you don't.
Because you haven't written it yet.
I mean, is anything real before you write it, Steve?
The things you write about are real, those people are real,
their feelings are real, their pain is real,
but not to you, is it?
Not until you chew it up and you digest it
and you shit it out on a piece of paper.
And even then, it's a pale imitation at best.
你把别人的生活 爱情 失去和痛苦
You take other people's lives and love and loss and pain,
and you eat it, Steve.
You are an eater.
You eat it and you shit it out,
and then, and only then, is it real for you.
Normal people's lives are flesh and blood and muscle and bone,
but not yours, darling. Oh, no.
Your life is plastic.
You are a plastic parasite.
塑料文人 不是吗 亲爱的
A plastic hack, aren't you, honey?
So of course you don't remember how you healed our marriage
or made our baby, because you haven't really seen it.
Have you? You haven't shat it out in prose.
I was always a supporting player in your story, if we're honest.
给你做饭 和你做♥爱♥ 付账单
I would feed you and fuck you and pay the bills
while you squinted over some novel
that nobody was going to read or publish,
but I paid you to write them, didn't I?
I picked up the check for your dreams
and I said goodbye to mine, and not even that was enough.
别骗我 亲爱的 我不是真的
Don't lie to me, honey. I wasn't real.
If I was real, you never would have walked out that door,
但我不是 你走出去了 现在这个
but I wasn't, and you did, and now this one...
she won't be real either.
Oh, she's hungry.
She must be an eater like her dad.
If she is, my love,
if she eats me from the inside
and I burst like a blister,
will you lose your mind?
Like your mother?
Luke. Oh, God.
Oh, my God.
No, no, no.
I couldn't help her.
Look, listen, I know I fucked up. Okay?
But I-- I didn't use, I didn't,
and I'm so fucking cold,
and my... my arms and legs are so stiff, I just...
I need-- I need a bed.
Like a couch. I'll sleep on the goddamn floor.
Please, please, please let me come back, please.
What do you think?
It's the perfect place to get clean for a few days.
钱付过了 还有客房♥服务呢 卢克
We're already paid up and they even have room service, Luke.
You know, everybody's always given up on me my whole life.
But not you, Luke. Not you.
You saved me.
But I, um, I didn't.
I mean, you...
You took the money and you ran away.
- I never found you. - No.
No, I came here.
I got us this hotel room.
And I found you at the payphone, remember?
Why did you follow me?
You never did tell me the real truth.
I think it's 'cause you're sweet on me.
A little bit.
I have something for us.
One last time, just to get well before we get clean.
No, I'm 90-days clean.
Yeah, but that's not clean.
You can 12-step it and collect your chips,
but you're never clean,
never really clean,
because one day that needle's going back in your arm.
You have an appointment with that needle.
No, that's-- No, that's not true.
I know what you're thinking.
You're thinking this is what I did with your money.
I mean, Steve's money. Let's be real.
You're thinking that I put it in my arm in some alley
and maybe I died there.
In the puke and the piss.
And the alley rats are chewing on me right now.
Little yellow teeth...
punching through the jelly... of my pretty eyes, right?
God, that's good.
Come with me, Luke.
No, I won't.
Baby, you already did.
Oh, Gordon was right.
If you look long enough at the wallpaper,
you can see that little girl.
It's the little girl with the runny- egg eyes.
But I've tried everything.
- Maybe with the two of us... - Dad!
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