She knew! She must have known.
Surely she must have, even subconsciously.
She knew what he was like
and yet she failed to do the one thing she was obliged to do,
to protect her son!
Christ knows, I've been a fucking useless father
and a useless husband.
And I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.
But if I thought someone was gonna harm our children,
I would fight.
Even I would do whatever it takes
because if you love someone, you protect them.
But my mother?
Christ, no wonder he stuck with her!
All those children around and a son thrown into the bargain.
He couldn't believe his fucking luck!
Years and years and years of it,
doing whatever he wanted, whenever he wanted.
Nobody should do that to anybody else.
I thought I was getting better, but I'm such a fucking mess.
How often would you say you have suicidal thoughts?
When I was younger it was all the time,
I never questioned it.
But then, when we had the boys
it was...more of a whisper.
On a quiet coastal path,
in the chemist...
..Driving on the motorway.
I look at the window and
wonder whether this floor is high enough.
Are you gonna be alright?
Let's find out.
- Daddy! - Thomas!
Hello, how are you? How's your other granny?
Patrick! After the disinheritance,
it would have been hypocritical of me to go to the funeral.
But the party's a different matter.
I want to support you.
And, of course, it helps with it being just around the corner.
帕特里克 不同凡响的演讲 真动人
Patrick, what an unusual speech. So eloquent.
And how thrilling to be introduced,
at my advanced age, to a new club.
The Onslow Club! I've never heard it mentioned...
-这是你大儿子吗 -对 叫罗伯特
- Is this your eldest? - Yes. Robert.
What a pity David isn't here to enjoy your sons.
He would at least have ensured
that they didn't spend the whole day in front of the television.
I vividly remember, when we had once seen some children
practically give birth to a cathode ray tube,
he said to me, "I dread to think
what all that radiation is doing to their little genitals."
Robert, why don't you run ahead and find your mother?
How's your daughter, Nicholas?
Well, I presume.
We've not spoken for years.
I can't help thinking
how much your father would have savored this occasion.
Whatever his drawbacks as a parent,
he never lost his sense of humor.
Easy not to lose what you never had.
I disagree. He saw the funny side in everything.
He only ever saw the funny side of things that didn't have one.
Cruelty and laughter have always been close neighbors.
Close without being incestuous.
Your father had a rare and precious disdain
for the opinions of most people--
Nicholas, I understand
how much you must miss my other amazing parent,
- but if you'll forgive me... - ..Morality...
- ..I have to deal with - A colossus.
the people that have come here to mourn my mother.
Are you alright, there, Nick?
Did you get yourself in a bit of a muddle?
Do not call me Nick!
I can't breathe.
It feels like someone's squeezing my throat.
To see that... to see that ghoul Nicholas Pratt,
my father's representative on earth, touching Robert.
I can't be in the same room.
- Wine or champagne? - Oh, God!
-他是说不用 谢谢 -晚点吧
- He means no, thank you. - Maybe later.
Very much later. Have some water.
Christ. I know her.
It's Amitriptyline. What the fuck is she doing here?
No. No, no, no. I need to get some fresh air.
I'm going to go for a walk round the block.
The thing is...
I absolutely loathe my children.
They're monsters, they're complete horrors.
And, of course, I've played my part.
I lay in bed for ten months, I didn't utter a single syllable.
And when I did start I couldn't stop
because it had all just piled up.
I woke up next morning in the guest room
and there was excrement, human excrement,
smeared all over the hand-painted wallpaper.
And it took me a while to realize that it was mine.
I think we need to be aware of the alcoholic
behind the alcohol.
You can take the brandy out of the fruitcake,
but you've still got the fruitcake.
- I don't think you can. - What?
Take the brandy out of the fruitcake.
Same as you can't take eggs out of a soufflé.
- Well, it's only a metaphor. - Only a metaphor!
- Patrick-- - But it doesn't work!
Could we move on? Please?
Self-harming, resistant depressive.
自恋 精神分♥裂♥ 自杀性酗酒
Narcissistic, schizoid, suicidal alcoholic.
How many types of medication do they have you on?
三种 两种抗抑郁药 一种镇静剂
Three. Two anti-depressants and a tranquillizer.
- I'm on eight. - Then I suppose you win.
I think a lot of my relationship problems stem from the fact
that the person I'm having a relationship with
doesn't know we're in a relationship.
No wonder you're here for the ninth time!
You're going to have to apologize for that.
Why? I meant it.
That's why you have to apologize.
But I wouldn't mean it if I apologized.
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