that Ryan's publication now includes poetry.
And since we're doing sonnets this semester,
and since you're all going to be distracted by it anyway,
I thought we would take a minute to parse the work of this poet.
There's a sort of naked vulnerability to it that I like.
It's quite intimate.
"Intimate" is not a dirty word.
"Today I am wearing lacy black underwear
for the sole purpose of knowing..."
So you bear your heart to one person and everybody ends up laughing.
"I've got skin, miles and miles of skin.
I've got skin to cover all my thoughts like Saran Wrap."
I can see her through the window.
She walks up to the door, she leaves this box.
I didn't get up.
I figured if it was important, she would have knocked.
Rang the doorbell or something, right?
I should have gone out there.
I should have talked to her.
Look, I liked Hannah.
She was a friend.
But the girl was a lot. She was drama.
And I was apparently the only guy at Liberty
who didn't grab her ass or stare at her tits.
And so I always got to hear about it...
and on that particular day, I didn't want to deal,
so I let her walk away.
forty-five minutes later,
I get the box, open 'em, and there's these tapes,
and a letter.
"Please take care of these. Listen, and you'll know how."
I started listening to the first tape.
I try calling the Bakers.
They don't answer. I speed to her house.
The ambulance is already there.
And the cops.
And the front door's open. I run inside.
Her parents are there.
They've got her in a body bag.
I remember thinking, "There's no handles on that bag.
How are they gonna pick her up? How are they gonna carry her?"
And they just grabbed the bag...
and threw her in the ambulance.
Just like that.
Do the other kids know?
Why you're taking care of Hannah like you are?
Of course not.
You needed to know.
You're my friend.
What the hell, Ryan?
Hannah. What's so secret you couldn't speak to me at school?
You know damn well. How could you do that to me?
我那是帮你 汉娜 你是出色的诗人
I did you a favor, Hannah. You're a beautiful poet.
Your work deserved to be heard.
You're a self-serving, egotistical fuckwad.
you will look back on this and know that I was right.
What you wrote, you can't teach that. You have to live it.
那也是我的体会 瑞安 不是你的
Well, it's my life, Ryan, it's not yours.
Get your own.
There was a path the whole time?
We could have just walked up there?
Yes. But what's the fun in that?
Everything you told me, you could have told me anywhere.
In Monet's the other night.
Would you have been ready to hear it?
No. I don't know.
I wish I had known, though.
Why you cared so much about Hannah?
I kept trying to figure it out.
I thought maybe...
I thought maybe you were in love with her.
you know I'm gay, right?
不 我不知道 我怎么会知道
No, I didn't know that. How was I supposed to know that?
I thought everyone knew it.
I don't think everyone knows that.
I think a lot of people know it.
Wait, wait, wait, wait.
Did you think that I was, like...
just friends with Ryan?
Well, yeah, I guess so.
You think I would be friends with a guy like Ryan.
是啊 你们是朋友吧 你们约会了
Yeah, would think you would be 'cause apparently you went out.
They're different things. Trust me.
So that guy Brad...
is he your boyfriend now?
I hope he's still my boyfriend.
He's been pretty annoyed lately because...
I've been spending all my time with another guy.
You mean with the tapes and all, not in a romantic way.
斯文的斯 坦白的坦 品德的德
行 开好了 可以给你了
Yes. It's filled. Ready to go.
Okay, with this, you want to take one every night before bed,
with water, with or without food.
This one can make you dizzy--
I know. I've been taking it for a while now.
We have this as new.
I used to go to Walplex.
I could have them send your history over, if you like.
行 那样挺好 谢谢
Yeah, that'd be great, thank you.
- There you go. - Thanks.
I was friends with Hannah.
I'm really sorry about what happened.
Thank you, Alex.
Apparently your mom called my dad.
My mom. I'll text her.
We do not need
that particular hysterical phone call at this moment.
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