and she's taking it out on you.
Why don't you go home, give her some space?
We're gonna stay and keep an eye on her.
Call me if you need anything.
Actually, since you're going home,
could you bring back my swimsuit?
Are you kidding?
You're right, I can swim naked.
It's just us gals.
That is the saddest birthday ever.
Not even top five.
大家好 我是克丽丝蒂 我是酒瘾者
Hi, I'm Christy, I'm an alcoholic.
I don't usually go to midnight meetings.
I'm usually asleep.
Nice to know you can do both.
Thing is I don't even want to be here right now.
I'd rather be comforting my friend who's in a lot of pain,
but she doesn't want me around
'cause I told her the truth.
Well, I thought it was the truth.
I guess it might've just been my opinion.
I've turned into that obnoxious sober person
who tells everybody how to live their life.
Meanwhile I'm wearing this stupid hat
'cause I thought I could give myself a haircut.
Anyway, it's my birthday
and if anybody's hungry,
there's 25 pounds of German chocolate brick on the table.
Don't clap, I don't want to wake him.
Should you be out of bed?
I wanted to try being sad in another room.
What you doing?
Just having a late night snack.
I wasn't even hungry,
but I saw you had the rib eye and the indoor grill.
- What's that? u202d- Oh.
Some folks from the meeting sent it to congratulate you.
Let me just make it go... away.
There, it's gone.
Why'd I tell everyone at the meeting I was pregnant?
It's okay. You were excited.
But now everybody's gonna want to hug me,
and tell me how their sister or their cousin had a miscarriage.
Yeah, well, that's the problem with support groups.
People will try to support you.
Everybody's gonna be thinking,
"Oh, poor Jill, she has perfect cheek bones,
but she'll never be a mom."
I don't know.
Doesn't seem like it's in the cards.
I just keep feeling like I'm being punished
for all the things I did wrong in my life.
Oh, come on, if you had to be a good person to have a baby,
I wouldn't have Christy.
Can we not talk about her right now?
But one thing.
I know she really hurt your feelings when she said
you might not make the best mother,
but that wasn't about you.
It was about me.
I mean, in case you haven't been listening the past few years,
I was a really lousy mother.
So, what, she gets to take it out on me?
Oh, she takes it out on everyone.
We were at the movies once,
and she flipped out on a mom who bought her kid
one of those giant sodas.
- That's bad? u202d- Apparently.
Maybe the reason that I was so upset is...
there's a little part of me that's afraid she was right.
She doesn't know.
I grew up bouncing from one foster home to another.
I thought anyone who didn't smack me around
was mother of the year.
Oh, my God.
The only thing I know for sure is that
if you had a baby, you would love it like crazy.
And that's all that matters.
When did you become the strong, supportive one?
Meat gives me strength.
You sure you won't come down and have breakfast with us?
Bonnie grilled me up some sea bass last night.
你好 是我 你最爱的人
Hi. It's me, your favorite person.
Can I come in?
I'll go see if Bonnie's out of the pool.
You might want to bring her a robe.
I hope you understand when I said the things I said,
it was because you were in a dark place,
and I was worried you were trying to get pregnant
for the wrong reasons.
But I never should've said
you weren't cut out to be a mother.
I had no right to tell you how to live your life.
And I really miss being your friend.
I miss you, too.
It's my baby app.
Today would've been day 57.
- Sorry I'm late. u202d- It's okay.
How'd it go at the doctor's?
Fine, he said that
I could start trying to get pregnant again if I want to.
Oh, that's great news.
Jill, I would really love another chance
to be your pregnancy partner.
That's sweet, but no.
I thought we were good.
I've just decided not to try again.
You don't want to be a mom anymore?
No, I do, but, um...
I think I'm gonna do it another way.
I'm gonna foster a child.
Jill, that's wonderful.
-我喜欢 -真的吗 太棒了
- I love that. u202d- Really? u202dThat's great.
Yeah, well, Bonnie was telling me
about what a rough time she had